2014年5月14日星期三

Post for YOU

This is the post that I wanted to shared with you, I mean YOU.

Losing you is the toughest decision that I ever made in my life, you will never know how much I love you and how much I have sacrificed for you.

Have you ever thought of why we will become like this and I have chose to not speak to you anymore?

Have you ever wonder the reason I have changed to be so cruel and mean to you?

Have you ever think of why I did these to you instead of kept a good image and reputation in your heart?

When you started to take me to compare with your current BoyFriend, that is the time you started to quarrel with him, have you ever noticed that most of the time that you will quarrel with him is because you compare his action with me instead of appreciated what he had did to you.

I'm not the best man that you ever face and lived with and I don't dare to said it, but i'm the only one who had lived with you for the past 2 and half years, so I know every single things of you and your habits.

No one is more understand you than me, I know what you liked and what you disliked and what is the reaction and response that you wanted to get from people. Eventhough you did not appreciated what I had did to you, I know what you want.

If I no longer good in your heart, I think is more easy for HIM to cheer you up and love you, because there will be no more comparison exist in your heart.

Letting you misunderstood me is the most sad thing that happen to me, but it's okay if you can lived your life with HIM more happiness and happy. I just hope you won't waste the efforts that I have put on your side.

2012年1月14日星期六

2012

Seem like I have such a long time did not update my blog already.
2012 is a new challenge for me.
This year is my last year and I hope I can get a good result when I graduate.
The first semester of this year I had faced a very big problem and I have to face it alone, which is my entrepreneur development course assignment, The business plan.
Actually I never think about be an entrepreneur so early, but due to the assignment, I have to figure out my own business and how to develop it.
Last time actually I have a dream to open a IT company but this time I don't know how to convert my idea to this business plan.
The idea that I thought is very simple but this is the tough part for me to convert it into the business plan.
Maybe I will write another idea into this business plan, maybe open a cafe or open a restaurant with french theme.

Nowadays, people are very hard to communicate and hard to find a good friend among the people, and if you found it, please appreciate what you got and don't think next will be better.
Sometimes people will think next will be the better and they will let go what they have and find another BETTER, but they don't even realize they won't found the BETTER, because the BETTER in front still have a lot of BETTER and BETTER and the BEST is the one they don't really realize in front of their eyes.
Now what I have already is the BEST; I have my warm family, my crazy best friend and a lovely wifey, and that is the thing that I want to have it in my life.
I really feel very thankful to those people who bring me up and share everything with me.
Really thank you Felicia, Maggie, Alex, Ah Tan, Ah Lim and my lovely wifey Nelly Chin.
Thank you all the time your support and bring me up when I going down.

Chinese New Year is at the corner, everyone may have a goal that they want to achieve and I also have a goal which I hope can achieve it.
This I will keep it as a secret first, if I can achieve it, then I will share it will all of you.
Enjoy reading my post.
Have a nice day
=)

2011年6月7日星期二

7/6/2011

today when having service class
maggie, chris, yuh wen, felicia, jessa and i went to tidy up the store room
when we tidying the store room
i din realize my head haven come out completely
and then i knock my head with the metal that are sharp
at that moment
i really faint
and i tot my head is bleeding
but luckily din
thanks god blessing me all the time
hehe.. this is the good experience for me
remember pull your head out first before u raise up your head
if not u will have the same result as mine..
hahahha.. XDDD

2011年6月6日星期一

6/6/2011

seem like i have long time din visit this place already
no new post for this blog
i hope all of u wont mind
because recently i busy on my assignment 
and this time i wanna tell u all
i will left blogger for one month or two months
until i finish my exam st
onli i will update my blog
soli my frens
>< have a nice day and wish u all dream come true.. ^^

2011年5月8日星期日

8/5/2011

is time to blog
but i dunno wad should i write
haha

i realize recently my life is changing
but sometimes still like to be quite to think something
maybe that one u all will call it as emo
but seriously
i wanna ask u all
do u know wad is the meaning of emo
please dun simply say a person is emo ing
because mayb he/she is doing the same thing as mine
just think something that dun wan other people disturb
so keep quite onli

today is mother day
but i still have to work
before i go for work
i send a sms to my mom and tell her happy mother day
when i come back my house
my father suddenly ask me : what present u give to ur mom
and i was like shit, forgot to buy present
and then my mom say : ur father also din buy present for me
haha..and my sis say : if this world got wife day, then i think father will buy something for u de
hahahaha.. suddenly i feel so happy when my sis said it..
so za dao. hahahahhaha..XD
btw..
i still will give a present to my mom de..
but just late onli
hehe
the important is i got the heart to give her the present
hehe..

HAPPY MOTHER DAY MOM!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE U!!!!!!!!!!!

2011年5月5日星期四

5/5/2011

haha
i have to active back my blog jor
seem like i too free jor
is time to share out my feeling with all my frens
and i hope u all will like it ^^

recently if i treat u so rude
i apology now to u
because of some reasons i become unhappy
so maybe sometimes i show some rude faces and attitudes to u
but really not specific to u
because sometime is hard to control my emotion well when the problem come to my parent
so i have to apology to those get hurt recently because of me
i really really sorry and hope u all forgive me
but all of the problems already settle( for me the problem already settle la, although the problem still there)
so my journey to happiness still going on and i hope all of my frens can join me too

i believe no matter wad happen between us
we still are best frens and we are a family although we are not the real bro and sis
but our relationship already over the stage
and i hope we can maintain it until we old and die

for my secret group C7+1
i hope we can become last time that we will share everything to each other even will get other people say about u and sometime we quarrel
but we still maintain a good relationship between us
the distance between us is so far but the gap between our relationship is very close
i hope we can back to that moment again and play around with each other and make many many lame jokes among us..
maybe that will not become truth but i hope someday will become true

for my sis and bro
i hope we can last our relationship like this until we disappear from this world
even though sometimes i dun like to talk and sometimes emo
but i really like to listen to u when u talking with me
and sometimes even i din say out anything u all also know wad i wanna say
reali wanna say thank you to god for giving me those frens in my life
even we have quarrel between us but we still move as a team and we can become so close within few mins
not so many people in this world can do something like this
so we have to appreciate it all the time and i did it
i hope everyone of us can do it also

ok la
today until here la
seem like so long gas just like mr warren
hahahahha.. good night buddys .. ^^

2011年5月3日星期二

3/5/2011

很讨厌这种感觉
这种伤心难过的感觉可以不要出现吗?
真的很难受你知道吗
当我看到那些照片时
情不自禁就涌出那种伤心难过的感觉了
多希望重头到尾我不知道
但是不能自欺欺人
事实终究是事实
始终还是要接受的
虽然是难受一点
但是应该是可以适应的
再勉强也要逼自己接受
才不会让他们难做
必须要强颜欢笑
让自己开心
要不然只是会在难过中度过罢了
没有人会同情你
而我也不需要别人的同情
不需要别人的可怜
我情愿一个人伤心难过
也不要别人对我施舍同情
我不要!!!!